WHAT is LOVE ?

What is love? Is it just a word? A feeling? A concept? An affection? To some, this may be so. I've met so many people on my adventure through this journey called life, and have sensed so many different ideas of love, someone could very well make a dictionary on the many different ways love can be felt, sensed and expressed...

But what if there is a love that is so much more? A love that could go beyond anything that you've ever felt... some form of love that drives you to do amazing things for someone, to step out on a limb when there seems to be no hope, and pull them in, or a love that just lets you know... This is IT! And you find your life is complete, maybe even worth carrying on... you could find your fears melt away, stress fade, and joy soar. You step better, head held high, big smile, just knowing, This is IT! And you just know things will turn out just right...

So, tell me, have you ever felt this love?

Things most people don't know about me

1. I'm only shy because I've been the opposite before and it didnt fit me very nicely

2. I know how it feels to be both your own best friend and best enemy
3. I take time to think things over and many times make the wrong decisions anyways
4. 99.9% of the time I don't think I'm pretty.... in any way
5. I never show my heart to anyone, not for fear that they'll stab it, but even worse.... for fear they'll look away in total disgust
6. I know creativity is supposed to come naturally, but it doesn't for me... I have to work at everything I do, just because you see an essay nicely put together doesn't mean I didn't stay up until 2am working on it
7. When I look into the eyes of most people that are "popular"..... all I see is bold, harsh, uninviting black and an ugly sneer pasted where a smile is supposed to be
8. Sometimes when I'm not depressed at all.... I still don't want to exsist
9. As long as you're nice, I promise you that to me you'll be the most beautiful thing I've ever laid my eyes on
10. I'm a girl, and I'd rather do just about anything then shop... as weird as that sounds
11. I hate lieing, but if I know the truth will hurt you in any way... I'll lie
12. Sometimes I'll laugh just to laugh, I usually feel really bad and just need something I can be happy about.
13. If you can give me ONE smile when I need it, I'll throw you my whole heart without waiting to see if you'll be able to catch it
14. If I'm mean with you, we're either complete enemies, or really close friends
15. I sincerely care about you, even if I act like I don't, and I'll be silently worrying about you and wondering how you're doing whenever we're apart.... even enemies...
16. Alot of times I understand what's going on more then you think I do, even IF my own life is a complete mystery to me
17. No one will ever know exactly how much I painfully and vibrantly mean it when I say "I love you"